Last night, sitting at C’s house watching a movie I could feel it coming. Slowly but surely the pain increased, and like the stubborn ass that I am, I refused to take any painkillers for it. I kept hoping and praying that it would go away.
But no, the bastard migraine came on full force.
I finally took some painkillers, and after feeling nauseous for about half an hour (only a little bit actually came up when I went to the bathroom, and that was when I tensed my stomach enough the acids gurgling in my stomach and throat didn’t have anywhere else to go). C was awesome, he kept offering to get me things to make me feel better but since he was laying in bed already I didn’t want to trouble him and kept refusing (but saying thank you too). I still find all those offers so incredibly thoughtful of him. It’s the small things that matter
Eventually I got a hand towel, wet it and covered my eyes, and passed out asleep quickly.
Surely I would have learned by now that I need to just suck it up and accept the painkillers when I feel it coming on, but nope. It’s always the same thing – I think I’m tough enough and can battle it myself. I should have learned this lesson when I got sick with bronchitis, and it only cleared up after I saw a doctor and got some antibiotics.
C taught me an awesome technique though, which had been passed down from his mother. If you grab your hair and pull on your scalp so that you’re moving it back and forth, it actually feels pretty damn good. I’m sure I looked like a psychopath last night, sitting in bed pulling at my hair. I just need to rock a bit and it would have completed the effect.
The biggest thing is that I tried to make sure I wasn’t complaining. I don’t like to bother people, and I certainly don’t want to be a whinger. I also need to learn to accept help, especially when it’s offered on a repeated basis by C. Otherwise he’ll just give up offering, and I certainly don’t want that (by the way C, if you’re reading this thank you for offering and you’re awesome).
This is the scalp massage technique if anyone is interested:

